Whenever I am heartbroken. I find my mind disconnects from the rest of my body and leaves me in a defenseless and childlike state. It seems impossible to string together the correct words to escape the situation I find myself in.
My heart takes control of a situation it should never be in charge of.
Where I died at the age of 24. After I died God told me that dieing was not part of the plan for my life. He told me that by the age of 24 I was supposed to have found the love of my life. Because my life was ended short God gave me a second chance so I was reborn into the world.
This was the longest dream of my life, I went through my childhood all over again. I felt all the experiences again. I lived my life up to the age of 24 with the knowledge that I was supposed to find this girl, this one person destined to reciprocate my love.
Eventually I found her. My entire life was leading up to this point, a God appointed destiny was in my grasp. I told her about my old life, how everything up until now was in preparation for our meeting.
She looked into my eyes and told me that she doesn’t love me and that she wasn’t the one I had been looking for.
When she finished telling me this I woke up from my dream.
You truly right some of the greatest things that touch my heart and that have helped me. I love everything that you write, and I can feel how you feel when you write it. Thank you for what you do. I wish I could meet you in person. You seem like a wonderful guy, please don't ever stop writing the things you do, and how you do. (:
I’m glad I could help :) I’ll admit theres been a couple of times in the last few months where I have thought of stopping… But, for as long as I can, I’ll keep writing stuff here.