December 2010
35 posts
“Ill be starting this year the same way I ended it, alone and watching fireworks.”
– Chris
“Tonight I missed your hand, your smooth, well kept touch always calmed me on...”
– Chris
“I never strayed too far from your heart. Its both a burden and a pleasure.”
– Chris
I stutter
Whenever I am heartbroken. I find my mind disconnects from the rest of my body and leaves me in a defenseless and childlike state. It seems impossible to string together the correct words to escape the situation I find myself in.
My heart takes control of a situation it should never be in charge of.
“The sun seared our wounds closed for one day. We let ourselves breathe the...”
– Chris
“Occasionally I still see you in passing. Your beautiful shoulders still hold up...”
– Chris
Summary of my Christmas
I went surfing and got sun burnt…
Under the circumstances I couldn’t have asked for anything more.
Motor Ace - Hey Driver
I once had this dream
Where I died at the age of 24. After I died God told me that dieing was not part of the plan for my life. He told me that by the age of 24 I was supposed to have found the love of my life. Because my life was ended short God gave me a second chance so I was reborn into the world.
This was the longest dream of my life, I went through my childhood all over again. I felt all the experiences again....
“We wrote the second chapter then you walked away. I wanted to know how our book...”
– Chris
“The weight of your world crushed our relationship. You are left with a broken...”
– Chris
“You were too beautiful for me not to kiss.”
– Chris
“When ever I would float away she pulled me back down to earth. I guess I knew in...”
– Chris
“You spoke to me without words. You touched me without moving your hands.”
– Chris
“When saying good night I would always take one step away from her. Being one...”
– Chris
“It was there, it was so present I could taste it in my mouth. Its the familiar...”
– Chris
“There were melodies that only you were meant to hear. They were songs of love...”
– Chris
“You were amazing, whenever selfishness would attempt to cling itself onto your...”
– Chris
“Whenever I lost myself I searched for your eyes and they would lead me home.”
– Chris
gingerpornxx asked: You truly right some of the greatest things that touch my heart and that have helped me. I love everything that you write, and I can feel how you feel when you write it. Thank you for what you do. I wish I could meet you in person. You seem like a wonderful guy, please don't ever stop writing the things you do, and how you do. (:
flutterfits asked: I'd just like to thank you for what you write. :)
“I held on to what was never mine.”
– Chris
“The light danced around her face until the candles faded away. It went dark, but...”
– Chris
“I plan to get revenge on my ex girlfriend. I plan to move on and be a better...”
– Chris
“A touch from you sent me into a trance like state. I would not fall back down...”
– Chris
“I was never chasing perfection, I only ever wanted her broken yet beautiful...”
– Chris
“I missed the touch of you, the hot days where our fingers stuck together and...”
– Chris
“You augmented my life far beyond where I ever thought you could take me.”
– Chris
“You still run through my veins.
Your heart still pumps blood into my soul.”
– Chris
“Your courage was contagious, its why I filled my time with you.”
– Chris
“Tonight I fell apart in a big way, the cracks on the surface of my being gave...”
– Chris
“I did not say her name once, but I thought it a million times over. I wont...”
– Chris
“You were not made for this world, your skin is much to fragile to survive these...”
– Chris
sincerelylalu asked: hey, i just want to let you know that i love your blog. & i wish i knew you outside of tumblr; i feel like we could be friends.
anyway, have a great day. :)
sincerely,
lauren lucille
anyway, have a great day. :)
sincerely,
lauren lucille
