"My love for her was like the stars, she couldn’t always see them but she knew they were there."

— Chris

"The flowers I give you are going to wilt and fade but your heart will remain the same."

— Chris

"Ive spent more time with music then I have with girls."

— Chris

"She looked into my eyes and told me that she doesn’t love me and that she wasn’t the one I had been looking for."

— Chris

"I followed your heart.,
Through lakes of fire that burnt.
I followed your heart,
Through barbs that pierced my skin."

— Chris

"God, I need a good year…"

— chris

Has anyone noticed I havent posted much the last 6 months?

I dont have the same thoughts I once did & I dont know why.

Is it a creative spirit saying good bye to me? Am I moving on to become someone else? Have I lost hope in all the words I once dreamt.

For 4 years of my life, I would write down everything my mind threw at me. Everything I wrote I felt never belonged to me. I tried to separate and split the 2 sides of myself. You see I never advertised this website, I never told any of my friends what I truly thought, all the crazy verses running around inside of me, they belonged to myself and to people I would never meet.

How I wanted my life to be was everything I wrote. I feel like I was never meant to be a romantic, that circumstances beyond my control molded me that way.

This side of me will never die, Its just becoming smaller with each passing month.

My future has never seemed so uncertain.

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To live on an island, free of jealousy, of want. A life that is fed one simple order, to survive. Now days life is to easy to survive that we seek more and more to fill holes in our lives that don’t exist.

If only I could live on an island, free of people.

— Chris

"You bounce around my mind like a well written melody."

— Chris

"These chords weigh more than the gold in your ring."

— Chris

"She is undeniably attractive. Symmetry never defined her true beauty though…"

— Chris

"You were too beautiful for me not to kiss."

— Chris